Random Pre-Hurricane Musings

I just finished giving the apartment a once over so that I can enjoy being housebound while the hurricane makes its way through New Hampshire tomorrow. It will probably start out as a Category 1 and ease down to a tropical storm as it moves on through. I don’t fret. I actually have a sense of anticipation that is akin to looking forward to Christmas or a birthday. I have high hopes but am usually disappointed by the lack of fanfare when it finally does arrive.

Given that the east coast had an earthquake and some minor aftershocks this week as precedents to the hurricane, the evangelists and extreme right wingers (often one and the same) have declared that God has contacted them personally to issue the warning. It seems that Pat Robertson (my personal nemesis) and Glenn Beck (a minor minion of the right wingers) are stating that the various natural disasters and the effects thereof are signs of God’s wrath due to something we have done. Given that the Republicans are holding power in Congress, I would place the blame directly on them if I was one to believe this shit. I am sure, however, that blame will continue to go around in large doses as time goes on.

I do, however, believe that the Mother earth needs to be treated better. In the same way that our physical body reacts when we don’t treat ourselves well, Mother Earth is prone to react to what we do to the environment. There are also earth changes that would be taking place whether we were here or not, so let us not get our knickers in a twist too much about the omens. Mother Earth is showing signs of aging. We should be taking better care of her.

On that note, my back has been out for over twenty four hours and this creates a lot of internal amusement and pain. It is at times like these that I am so glad I am not on a reality show with a camera around 24/7. It took me four tries to pick a hairball off the floor this morning. During one of those tries I was stuck in a semi-squat while I tried to balance myself against the door. I think I heard a chortle from Boo, but then I may have been mistaken. Getting out of bed takes at least three or four tries and I am forever grateful for my four poster bed. Between the post and the wall I was able to pull myself up enough to gain momentum. Without them I would have fallen back and left flailing around like an overturned turtle.

The hurricane is making me nostalgic. I have been viewing the news websites for Norfolk, Virginia and remembering back to the hurricanes I experienced while living there. The first one I can remember is David. That was in 1985 and I had been ambivalent about evacuating because I couldn’t take my cat, Patty, with me. I was about six blocks from the shore of Chesapeake Bay and it was pretty exciting. There was another hurricane during which I spent a good portion of it in O’Hara’s Bar in West Ocean View. The back door of the bar went directly out onto the beach and when the waves starting hitting the door the owner decided that all of the sailors and locals needed to go back to our homes and decrease his liability. I am amazed that the beach is not littered with drunks after the storm is over. Maybe a good portion of them are just washed out to sea.

I remember one storm during which I walked up to the parking lot near O’Hara’s and held on to the railing about the dunes as the wind and rain and sea tried to blow me back home. I loved it. I remember laughing into the wind as my wet hair flattened against my face and my clothes became soaking wet.

During Isabelle back in 2003, I decided to stay at the domestic violence shelter where I was working so others could get home. I lived closer that most of the staff so it just seemed right. We made sure we had plenty of non-perishables and things that didn’t need to be cooked. I spent a good portion of the time watching the water rise in the basement and listening to the trees creaking outside the window. I was relieved by another staff member late that evening and I drove home in the storm and saw power lines falling into the road.

I guess from all this that you could gather that I have a tendency to be stupid during storms. That may be correct. I would even say that although I would shake my head at surfers who would be trying to ride the waves of the storm, I can’t promise that if I was a surfer I wouldn’t do the same thing.

When the powers that be were handing out common sense I was probably standing on a cliff edge wondering if I could learn to fly or winking at pair of brown eyes across a crowded room. Maybe that is why my life has been a series of hurricanes, literally and figuratively. I really wouldn’t have it any other way.

CNN Interview with Boo

Piers: Hello, Boo. Is that your real name or is there some other name you wish to be called?

Boo: I am actually Princess Bodacious Persia, but my person insists on calling me Boo. Sometimes she calls me Boo-Boo and that just makes me want to scratch furniture until she screams. I prefer to be called Your Highness.

Piers: Well, then, Your Highness, what is the best thing about living with your person?

Boo: She feeds me regularly and seems to be pretty trainable. I have had to make some extra accommodation because the poor girl seems to be a few mice short of a full meal but I know she means well.

Piers: Rumor has it that you have a tendency to be a little pushy. I talked to your person earlier and she said that you actually have been known to herd her towards the kitchen when you are hungry.

Boo: Excuse me. I do not consider that being pushy. As I said earlier, she is getting forgetful and I need to have ways to remind her that I need to be fed. I do not hunt for my food. I expect to be fed at regular times.

Piers: Well, your person also complained that you don’t do anything around the house. In fact, she stated that she suspects that you spend most of your day sleeping. Is this true?

Boo: Excuse me, but I thought we had agreed that I would not be talking about what I do when my person is not at home. That is private information.

Piers: I don’t think we had any sort of agreement. I can’t imagine why you wouldn’t want to discuss this.

Boo: Sir, I believe you are being rude.

Piers: I just asked the question. I thought I asked it in a gentlemanly way. I didn’t realize this was such a volatile subject for you, Boo.

Boo: Ahem. Your highness!

Piers: Excuse me. Your highness. Well, then can you tell us then about the burst of activity that you have every night after your person turns out the light. She says that there is a lot of running and meowing and jumping on the bed. She also said that you have been attacking her feet at night if she moves in her sleep.

Boo: Hahahahhaha!! The woman is crazy! She imagines these things. You should see her in the morning. Her hair looks like something I hacked up on the carpet. I have told you before she is a few sardines short of a tin.

Piers: I was thinking that maybe since you are able to sleep all day that you have more energy in the evening.

Boo: I thought we agreed……. You are being very rude again. I will not talk about this. This was not the agreement. I had other things I could be doing tonight. I was going to sit on the ottoman and stare at my person until she brushed me and there is a bug on the wall in the bedroom that I need to talk to. I don’t need to be here.

Boo walks away with her tail raised as an exclamation point. Her faithful, although thoroughly chastised servant follows along to provide comfort. Boo swears to never allow herself to be interviewed by a British talk show host again unless Javier Bardem is also there. She wants to sit on his lap.

Sunday Morning Body and Soul

It is peaceful here this morning. There is the low hum of traffic in the distance layered with the voices of the birds in the trees behind my apartment. Everyone once in a while I hear a rooster crowing. Given that he is a few blocks away I find him charming and I listen for him each morning. If I lived next door to him, though, I would probably be reviewing old recipes. I wouldn’t kill him or eat him. I would just give suggestions to the neighbors. I guess that wouldn’t work either. Bad karma can come from encouraging the killing of another being, too. For now, I just take his crowing as a sign that all is well in his world as well it should be in mine.

Taking life slow this morning is my only goal. I have things I plan to do today, but there is no rush. I just take on each task as it comes and spend time breathing. My body aches today, but not in a bad way. It is the gentle ache that is the result of completing over twenty-five miles on my bike for the MS Seacoast Ride. It was wonderful to be a part of team and to train to complete something so worthwhile. It was amazing to see my teammate, Jenny D., complete the ride even as the symptoms of MS challenged her body and spirit. Jenny’s strong spirit won out and she came across the finish line to a crowd of well-wishers all wearing the “Team Jenny D” t-shirts. There was a lot of love and gratitude in that moment and I saw tears on the cheeks of Jenny’s mom.

So today is left to smaller tasks. Laundry, reading my assignments for yoga teacher training, visiting the ladies at the knitting guild meeting this afternoon, taking the post and seat from my bike into the shop to be fixed (riding on a swivel seat is interesting, but I do not recommend it), playing cello, working on the novel, or maybe taking in a movie. None of these are on my list as a “have to.” I will have none of that today.

My body and I have an agreement – I can push its limits as long as I take time to be gentle with it and allow it time to recuperate. I wasn’t this kind to my body in years past. I would push it and abuse it. I didn’t communicate with it at all. It was just something I partially occupied. I put it in situations of danger, ran it into the ground, poured alcohol into it, ignored it, overfed it, and then complained when it tried to tell me something.

I used to feel I wasn’t fully in my body. I always felt as if I was right of center, as if I was a glove that had been put on a hand halfway, a couple of fingers left out. The more I read about trauma, the more I realize that psychically this may have happened when I was a toddler and was burned. The pain of that experience and all that ensued afterwards may have knocked me out of my body a bit. It wasn’t until I started doing yoga and meditation that I started to move slowly back into my body, reaching into each arm, hand, finger, and foot. Even with the pain that I have caused my body over the years it has welcomed me in. It is helping me learn to manage emotions that I have ignored for years and helps me breathe through any stress or tension. I have learned that its favorite foods are fresh clear oxygen and pure water. How can I not give it what it deserves?

Now I move onto the next task – a quiet one. I will light a candle and study quietly to the sound of birds.